I was just remembering the movie, and how convenient it was that one could wipe clean one's memory of a particular person, erase every single memory of an entire relationship.
I kind of wished for a while that I could do that... but it's silly. I deleted all the miscellaneous messages on my phone that I'd been saving since Day One, and it was painful. I tried to delete all the photos we took together, the song he wrote me... and even that I couldn't do, and it's all sitting around somewhere on my hard disk. I have no idea if I'll ever be able to bring myself to delete them. I can't even begin to imagine how hard it would be to work up the nerve to physically erase whole memories.
But I guess it wouldn't be a good thing after all, would it? We're supposed to learn from our experiences... and things happen for a reason, anyway. It would all have been so pointless if it's just something you do, and then forget about after... as though it was something so meaningless, which it definitely wasn't. And even though it's painful now, I know I'll treasure those memories, always. I have no regrets.
I have no idea why I'm suddenly thinking so hard about a movie I watched years ago. I must be going quite mad, lolz. I guess I just need to sleep, which I shall do soon. goodnight~
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